memyselfandi

Friday, December 23, 2005

aiyoo i dunno why but i juz cant stop myself from lazin arnd the damn hse
i havent been doin anythin since i came back to spore
the whole hse and my room is in a big bloody mess
which is so not me
usually ill be packin my room everyday
and nw im juz too lazy throwin everythin everywhere
the luggage is still in the livin room too
and all my secondary books and stuff are still in a mess in my cupboard
and christmas is comin but no christmas mood for me
so its juz gonna be another day
but den it also means tt my hols are seriously comin to an END
like oh my goodness me howwwwwwwwwww
i havent done everythin yet!!!
havent packed
havent go out with some ppl
havent enjoy enough
rahhh this sucks
how i wish i can have another one month hols!
hmm or mayb a lifetime.hahah

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow

laleeee ;
x 1:37 PM